wonder~ing

Life going to be very busy this coming few weeks.. Need to prepare for tests.. Every week also got test.. See the schedule also headache liao.. Want study, but like no mood only.. Do alot of notes, but sendiri still blur blur de.. Everyday sleep late, but need to wake up early.. Want skip class but cannot.. Scare got quiz or lecturer checks attendance.. Alot to worry about..

Assignments come one by one.. One haven finish, another come pulak.. Busy solving all the assignments question.. Haiz.. The progress ia kinda slow.. Hope can finish it before the due date la.. Group members like so relax, no worry de.. Or I really worry too much a?? Wonder..

Want give people pressure, end up sendiri pulak stress up.. So useless la.. Start to work hard this week.. Do revision, do reports, do tutorials, stop playing.. Haha.. Because I scare to score low in my test.. Kiasu..

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Sometime just dont know why.. Feel like to be alone.. Dont feel like talking to other people.. Dont like people ask alot of questions.. Just want to sit there quietly, think of something else.. Sometime feel like emotionally unstable.. Feel stress, but dont know where is the stress come from.. Communication break down with friends.. Really wonder what happen.. What I acually doing here?? Dont know..

Monday class started at 3pm.. Went to campus when other people were about to finish class.. Haha.. The practical was quite easy.. Food test.. But kinda boring.. Rushing to finish the report.. So cham le.. Because the next day have to pass up Organic Chemistry lab report.. Itu Ruey Shin la.. Said cannot copy terus from the internet.. Make me have to change my report last minute.. So tiring le.. Stress stress.. Finally done at 10something at night.. Then, Ah Leong fetched me home with bike.. Haha.. Scary le.. Almost cannot stand when come down from the bike..

When reached home, I am actually planning to study Cell Biology.. Suddenly so semangat want study.. Mana tau!! Saw a cockcroach in my room.. My first reaction was go to kitchen to take Shieldtox.. Spread all over the room, end up have to wash my bed sheet.. Hand so pain le.. Wash it with hand le.. My house no WASHING MACHINE!! I mean my house in Setapak la.. Then kena za by Ah Leong.. So chammm.... Whole night cannot sleep well..
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Tuesday class started at 8.30am.. I woke up at 7.45am.. Then, rush to campus.. Thought I will be late.. Manatau.. Actually still got 15 minutes before class start.. Make me walk like orang gila only.. Run and walk, sweating like mad.. But the practical was so teruk la.. Me just like blur blur, do not how to start my practical.. Sob sob..

Finished class at 1pm.. Went to Jusco.. Have lunch there.. Shakey's Pizza got so many cockcroaches... Sob sob.. Saw Michelle and Ah Leong buying food there.. We went to Ah Leong's house had dinner.. Then, Michelle they all want go swim.. I followed to go see them swim.. Itu Ah Leong push me down.. Dont believe that I dont know to swim la.. Play with me.. Kena 2 times.. Very malu le.. Continually 2 times loss balance.. Sure scared other people.. Haha.. My balancing ability in water=0..

At night. May and I went home.. Ah Leong fetched us back home, then Marcus come find us.. Saw Peat Peat in my house.. Then, we talk talk talk.. Until midnight.. Then, go yam cha.. Then, go back continue talk talk.. Haha.. You know?? End up...4 of us squeeze in the small room.. And I only get to sleep at 5something in the morning.. When I woke up, headache le.. Feel so terrible le..
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Wednesday went to Sungei Wang again.. Go there do nothing.. Walk without any destination.. Just walk around with Peat Peat.. Then, we went back home.. Staying at Prima.. Marcus teman-ed me go PV10 collect my shirt.. Went for dinner after that.. Lester followed along.. And we played poker there..

TODAY i slept at 2something in the morning.. Others were continue play 21 until 6am.. End up all skipped class.. Bad bad example..

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Thursday, I went to campus alone, sitting KTAR bus.. Itu bus drive in to KTAR campus area.. Make me sesat in the KTAR campus.. So memalukan le.. When walked out, saw Wilson.. So surprise to see him there..

ALmost late for class again.. Actually plan to listen during the lecture.. End up sleeping in the class.. Haha.. Today cannot sleep again.. Having bad headache.. Haiz...
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Mickey MP3~~

I went to Sungei Wang on wednesday. Went there with May and Marcus. Actually just planning to walk around, search for something that is cute and interesting. Haha.. Finally, I found one~~ Which is a Mickey MP3..

It got 5 colors.. But I prefer white color de.. Nicer.. But sister said will get dirty very easily.. Quite true la.. Silver color also not bad la.. Haha..

This is how it function.. Quite cute right? It is also something special about this MP3.. Different from other MP3..

Then, we went to ask for the price. The first shop said is Rm95 for 1 GB. Ok, fine.. The price considered quite cheap for a Disney product la.. Then, we went for second shop. There only sell RM 89 for 1 GB and RM119 for 2 GB. walk walk half way, see got another shop selling the MP3. Go forward and ask for the price again. They sell cheapest le.. RM 80 for 1 GB and RM110 for 2GB.. Haha.. It is getting cheaper.. Haiz.. But me no money buy yet..

And also that day, we went to makan at Sushi King.. Ordered Salmon Steak.. Sharing with May.. 6 of us all together eating at Sushi King and it costs us RM100+.. Haha.. First time eat Sushi King.. Quite enjoy and having fun there.. Miss it.. Haha..

After dinner, we went to buy Big Apple donuts..

Been spending a lot at that day.. Sob sob.. Cannot spend so much next week.. Haiz..

Birthday coming lo.. Haha.. Getting old 1 year.. Cant wait to go out with friends.. =p

This week is the happier week.. Trying a lot of new thing.. Haha..

Thanks to Wei Leong and Ruai Shin for fetching me home.. Haha.. Quite enjoy the moment that i sitting on the motorcycle.. Haha.. Think I am addicted to that kind of feeling.. Very hard to explain.. Just feel that when sitting behind, wind blow that time, you will like you can think properly, can see thing clearly.. Haha.. Understand a??

sick~~

THUR
Thursday that time, we went to May's room in Prima. Itu May May Yam Yam so blur la, lose her card.. The journey also not fun liao.. Haha.. Because very mafan without the card. Cannot go in or out without the card. Mafan!!

Then we went out for dinner. We ate at two different places, so funny la.. Chatting and had dinner there. Ate half way, head kena hit by some one.. Itu Ah Leong a, say hi like this, some more called me Miss Pig.. So cham.. But never mind because i called him Mr Debit Card, because he took the debit card form when I saw him in campus cafeteria.. Haha..

BUT.. I am sick on that day.. Sob Sob..

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FRI
Friday was so blur.. Still sick, but still have to go to school.. No choice, cannot skip class. Me so guai.. Haha. Perasannya.. Blek.. Reached home, mum making kuih cang, helped for the whole afternoon. Me so guai le, but the real reason is.. I the only one left at home, so have to help la..

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SAT
Sleepy~~

Whole day sleep, now still feel like sleeping.. No wonder he called me Miss Pig.. Haha..

SEtaPAk~~

Finally, me shifted out from home. Now staying at Setapak. Haha.. But my room very warm le, because dont have fan. So this few days i been tumpang-ing at friend's house. Wait for Marcus to borrow me the fan. Haha..

But abit tak biasa la.. Because all my house mates are damn hardworking, every time see them, they all sure holding book study de.. Haiz.. This really make me stress le.. So, I planning start study next week, after I get the fan first. Cannot play play liao.. My class fellow all so hardworking, especially those from STPM..

Me today staying at Prima.. Playing around whole day, never study.. All May's fault.. Make me cannot study.. Haha.. Whole day keep on eating only.. Now tummy not feeling well liao.. Sob sob.. A lot of food inside my tummy.. Haiz..

Just now went to the festival hold by SRC in campus. They selling food and drinks there. We ordered the pearl tea. Vern Mein and I ordered chocolate pearl tea, but itu May different abit. She ordered Mango pearl tea. Funniest thing is the fella incharge called May as Vivian. Haha.. So funny la.. We should exchange our name. Haha..

Some more itu Marcus want chuan me that Wan Chying called him. Blek. My boy boy also got called me, k? But he so bad la, keep ask me dont go back Subang Jaya. Haha.. But too bad la, because I am going back there..

Stay here so boring la.. Dont know what to eat also.. Everyday eat back the same food, sien.. Haha.. And dad not going to buy a new car liao because the petrol price rise again. Haiz.. I cannot have car to drive and Kien Mun dont want come find me because petrol price rise, sob sob.. But never mind la.. I still can be understandable..=p I am so good.. (Cheh, me so perasan le..)

No TIME!!

Today shifted all my stuff to Setapak, then we went to find Kim Leong. Mana tau he not feeling well.. Parents keep saying I stupid, dont know to call him from the window, stand there like idiot only. Haiz. I am speechless.. But never mind, since I will be leaving home soon.. Haha..

After that, went to mum's friend's shop to have brunch.. Haha.. I think the food is ok la.. But mum keep complaint that not delicious. But never mind, friend ma.. So the aunt counted the bill quite cheap la.. Haha..

Then, we went to dad's working place. Before that, we dropped by a shoe factory. Because there having warehouse sales.. Teman mum go buy shoes.. But not me buying la.. so boring stand there.. Finally, mum bought a pair of high heels, while dad bought 3 pairs of black shoes.. Plus yesterday 2 pairs of shoes.. Dad been buying 5 pairs of shoes in 2 days.. 1 word~~"GENG!!"

When in the factory that dad been constructing, I met Justin and Joshua.. Have some chat with them la. Then went home with them, since parents need to stay there to do some stuff.. Haha.. Actually, quite fun hanging with them la.. 1 thing that memalukan is---I cant open my house's lock.. no face ya..

At home, mopped the whole house.. So so tired.. Then, prepare dinner for sister. Then, washed al my clothes, had my dinner, bath and finally start doing my organic chemistry lab report.. Now almost finish liao.. So happy.. Because just now still worry cannot finish the lab report on time.. Doing it together with May.. Discussing in MSN.. Haha.. geng le??

Tomorrow got work again.. Then, at night going back Setapak with kor and adeline.. Haha.. Monday coming again.. So lazy to go for class.. Haiz. Because I haven revise my organic chemistry.. Which I bet with kor that I will study it in this week.. Look like I cant take it.. Haiz.. This weekends so busy!!

Weekend~~

Yesterday went to easy pha-max conference with parents. Justin, Joshua (Justin's brother) and Kien Mun follow along. I woke up at 6.00am to morning call Kien Mun, then i sleep back until 7.00am only wake up. Haha!! Me so evil la. =p

After woke up, went to bath and eat breakfast lo. Then, sms him but he never reply, so I called him again. He memang like to be late la. Beh tahan.. Haha.. He was late again, but nevermind la since parents just get ready on that time. After that, we went to Justin's house to pick them up. Me so cham!! Sit with 3 guys at the back seat, like sardine only. Because all so big size, make me no place to sit. Sob sob~~

When reached there, my legs cramp, faster climbed out from the car. Haha. We went to the hall, having breakfast. Me actually dont plan to eat, because dont feel like eating. But mum start to nag, said paid liao, dont waste the money.. Then, Joshua took 3 pieces of sandwiches for me, so have to eat lo. After ate breakfast, I followed mum go register lo. The company system very teruk le. Sent them the name, but they never wrote it on the ID. Cacat la..

We went inside the hall and ready for the speech. Kien Mun's promoter called, so he went out to answer the call la. Then, he just stay outside until I sms him. Mum keep asking me where he went, so fan.

After listen half way, start to feel sleepy liao. Then, he went out again. I dont like lunch break. Only 45 minutes, and itu Kien Mun dont know go where liao. Mum keep ask me to call him. Buthe pulak switch off phone. Feel like punch him and scold him kau kau. Bu shuang..XP

And the lunch also teruk la.. Never prepare well, we been waiting for the food so long. When reached our turn, all the food finished. Damn sui la.. Then, wait for the food lo. Then, Chee Hou sms-ed me that result is out. So I am so nervous, asking sister helps me check for the result.

After knew my result, me no mood eat my lunch liao. Because I am too happy. The result is better than what I been expected.. Haha.. Can chuan in front Kien Mun, Justin and Joshua. After lunch, teman mum go toilet. She nag me because I keep talking to Joshua and Kien Mun. Ask me keep quiet. Just dont understand why she nag me about that. Not my fault also, they are boring so they talk to me la. sob~~

The second part of the conference started. Kien Mun, Joshua and Justin start to fall asleep. Haha.. So nice to kacau them, disturb them from sleeping. Haha. Finally, the talks ended. Happy time because no need sit inside the hall anymore. Prepare for dinner.

We went to upstair to look at the scenery. Then, we took some photo. Haha.. Our first picture is at here. Havent get the picture from Justin.

The company service is teruk la. Never register mum's name. So we have to sit at different table. The uncles same table with me like hungry ghost, so scary la. The dinner is so bad. The food sux man, not nice de. Never eat full full also.

**Half way of the dinner, the company hold a donation for the Si Chuan earthquake. Dad donated Rm50. I am so touch when listen to the speech. Why this happened to our earth? Wonder.. **

When came back home, I be the sardine again. Reached home on 12.00am. Sleepy~~ Slept at 1.50am. SO tired!!

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Today woke up at 10.45am. Actually me suppose to work at 10am, but he helps me work first, so that I no need to wake up so early. I went to work on 1pm. Haha. He is late for work again today. We suppose to work on 10am, but he reached at 10.45am. Haha. So he changed the time setting. Bad boy ya.

He went out at 2.30pm to Klang, I guess. Feel sorry because I kept on call him. So many thing happen today. Me is so stupid, keep making mistakes. Luckily all the customers are so nice, they never scold me for being so slow.

Then, I told him come back faster. He came back at 6.00pm. So, I learned to close account. So happy le. Because the amount in computer and the machine is the same. Haha.. First time le. And I still haven meet my boss. Wonder how he look like??

When I went back, he still there, because need to wait for boss to take over the shift. Kelian him. Because he never take the salary. The salary is for me de. He filled in the card that me working. But actually, he worked in the morning, but he never take the salary. This few days also like that. When I worked with him, all the salary I take. Haha. He work without salary. Blek..

Life!!

Me going back to school soon.. Haha.. So happy, because finally holidays come to an end. Cant wait to go back.. Wonder who will be my coursemates. Yet, now still worry about my result. The UTAR so slow la. Until now still haven upload our result in intranet.

I haven pay my bill yet. Haha. Haven collect my UTAR t-shirt, file and also haven go to take picture for the student ID. So so so busy.......

I want my time table, because I have to confirm with Kien Mun about the promoter job in GIANT. Haiz... I wish I can take up the job, but scare crash with my studies. One more thing is the job is on saturday and sunday. And my birthday is on saturday, I want go out celebrate with friends. But i need money also.. How?? Wonder should I accept the job offer??

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Yesterday went out with Joan, Chee Shan, Joe Hui, Xinnee and Hui Nien. Sorry ya gals, I cant have dinner with you all. Yi Lian, sorry cant meet you up yesterday. I have to rush back because I knew he will be late for work again. Haha.. But nevermind la, dy biasa la..

I bought J CO donuts yesterday. only bought half dozen la.. Sharing with friends. Then today is sister's birthday. So the donuts become sister's birthday present. Me so smart le. Niway, just wanna said, "Sis, happy birthday lo!!" Me long time never said happy birthday to siblings and parents liao, because it will feel so weird to wish them. Haha..

He came at 7.20pm (if I am not wrong) . Late again. Then, he went out again. Left me in book store until 10 something. Luckily, nothing happen, I am still able to handle the problems. Lucky thing is boss never come and not even call. Good la.. Because yesterday I was so worry that boss will drop by and call to know how is the business. I never see boss before ma. Of course will scare la..

A day finished. Was so tired. Because i been wearing contact lense for whole day, eyes were so so tired. Haha. After he went back then I mai go sleep lo.

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Tomorrow have to wake up early, going to eaay pha-max conference. Haiz.. Mum also called him go, so tomorrow I need to morning call him liao. If not, he sure wake up late again de. Haha.. Hope he can wake up la.. Because he today works until 12 am again. Lazy pig~~

one day trip..

I went to setapak today with kim leong and xinnee.. We went to pasar seni first, then we went to makan at McDonald. After that only sit LRT go Wangsa Maju. When I at the LRT station, the machine cacat la. Dont want eat my ticket, make me jam there because cannot get my card. Haha.. After reach Wangsa Maju, we went to my room in Setapak. We sitting inside do nothing, talking only. Then we went to Kim Leong's room, go see the store room. Haha. Then we went to UTAR campus, go walk walk awhile. The campus quite far le. Walk until leg pain.. Blek.. Then xinnee and me went back ourselves, because Kim Leong has something to do. Finally reach home at 5pm. Tired ya.. Finally finally, i knew how to go setapak. And today is the FIRST time i sit LRT.

nightmare!!

今天又发梦了，发了一个很奇怪的梦。

地点：UTAR PJ Campus PA Block

突然梦见自己出现在PA141（应该是吧，如果没记错的话）。奇怪的是，自己竟然在里面处理着一堆香蕉。课室里面有人谈论着一宗谋杀案。当时我的身分好像是一位警员，处理香蕉的当儿，也和他们谈了谈这个案件。不久后，小张走过来和我一起收拾那堆香蕉。他看到那香蕉又大又黄，便拿了一条来吃。他还给了我一条，可是我看到那香蕉好像坏了，告诉他，他却不听。突然，那条香蕉变成青色（好像一堆algae黏在上面似的），还没来得及告诉小张时，他已经将香蕉吃完，拍拍屁股走掉了。留我在那堆香蕉前发呆。

之后，自己突然有一种不好的预感，好像什么坏事会发生似的。我在UTAR里，没有目标的走上走下，很迷惘，不知道自己要干嘛。

隔天，去到学校，自己一个人站在biology lab前面，又发起呆来了。就在这个时候接到joan cheng的电话，可是我听不到她说什么。不久后，jay打给我，他告诉我，小张死了。他叫我去看布告板，因为那儿刊登了他的死讯。报章刊登了他的死状，很恶心了。是谁杀死了小张？没有人知道。

突然间，自己又换了身分，成为一位学生，坐在课室里考试。当天考的是数学科，可是考卷却是华语考试，而且校方还采用了seafield的考卷。奇怪的另一点竟然是Puan Ng Swee Chin是我的考官。可是，我却没法回答这张考卷。脑海里充满了关于小张的死，自己会和他一样吗？当时的我，真的很乱。Yen Ee一直问我一大堆问题，搞到我快崩溃了。

过后，爸竟然拿了pizza来请我的朋友。看到贤政和紫珊在课室里，还有一班不认识的人。紫珊问我要不要和蘑菇汤，可是我没睬她，因为在这一刻，我想到一些东西。那就是：“在那间课室吃东西的人，都会死、死。。。。”脑袋就一片空白，过后就醒来了。

是不是很奇怪？不要问我谁是小张、joan cheng和jay，因为我并不认识他们。哈哈。。

最近自己好像真的挺会发梦的哦。发的都是奇奇怪怪的梦，快疯了。。