Sunday, December 9, 2007

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有时会觉得很寂寞,心里会很空虚,孤单。或许是自己想多了吧,可是那种感觉真的很实在,一种很难受的心情是真的存在,只是周围的人看不到,也感觉不到。。心里的感受再不好也不能随便发泄出来时,真的只能说自己无能,面对不了压力,烦恼。。选着逃避,不是办法,可是就是觉得没有办法。不懂得面对问题,唯有让它一直恶化下去。不去解决,它会像雪球那样越滚越大,伤害每一个人。我不想这样,可是就是不知所措。人,真的很可恶。。很讨厌~~有时一帮朋友聚在一起时,会觉得话题越来越少了,不知道要说什么。。或许是因为,再也没有他们听我讲心事了吧。面对问题时,不知道要找谁。。我真的迷失方向了。那种感觉真的很难受。我只能怨自己,不够坚强。。好想念大家。。

3 comments:

Kevin Liang said...

我想在你身边也会有很多与你同病相怜的同伴吧。。那种感受真的很不好受。。有时很想放声哭出来,可是却不敢。。面对的人却不知道自己的想法,只会为自己着想。。

Anonymous said...

Not only you who have feel these feelings. I know its hard to face a problem specially when you don't have any solution for it. You would just don't know where to start to solve it. But then if u choose to leave it,it will getting worse and really hard to solve the problem later on. You try to share your problems with others or try to solve the problem, but then somehow something blocking your throat making you can't say out is it? Then your heart will start to feel uncomfortable and your mood changed to bad mood...... I remember you told me before that you are lucky that you are good in sharing your feelings with others. So why not this time share it also? There are many friends around you who willing to lend their ears to you. So, don't keep thinking these problems and makes you feel bad. Be back the old vivian that we know. That most of the time having the smile on the face.....

CheeShan said...

girl....
sorry for not being by ur side when u have problems...
u can call me or just bug me whenever u want if u feel like doing so..
im so heart-ache when i saw ur post.. remember, even though we cant meet each other everyday like last time but im still with u!! and so are the rest of our gang!!
jia you ok? love you loads~~